What Happens When You Become Weary?

Som humanity is evolving. The one consciousness expressing itself as the human being is undergoing a process of evolution. When you become weary, you consciously embark on the spiritual past. As you are doing that, your primary teacher is no longer suffering. You awaken voluntarily, without being pushed into it through suffering. Seems to take a long time, but every human being reaches a point where they were the consciousness accelerates and tats.