Seeing Going Clear Was Like Watching Going Clear

I was deeply, deeply unhappy. I felt like everybody was always watching me to see if i was doing something or involved in somen and so, you know, things were quite prasy. There was a big emphasis on commitment. And it actually, to me, felt look very militant, like what fells at lot, like scientology. Yet, i mean, how do you define colt versus religion? Just a cult is just a smaller religion. A cult is just not a main stream yet. It's probably some clearer definitions around what that really an look it up.