People always have to be the centre of attention. They can't tolerate criticism, et cetera,. So youhave to find out who you are. How do you do that? I ize that you're lonely. There's a difference between being at home and wanting to be with someone else or spending time with yourself. The first is to spend time with yourself - go for a hike. Sometimes love this. And people may look at you and think, like, oh my god, like, this person is so pathetic. But i just really want to enjoy my food my way. You know, usualy, i go out to eat with my kids, for examplet but,