I think I had been feeling a lot of guilt recently so I've gone through different emotions in different weeks and on different days you know. In the beginning I was kind of angry at the government very angry about the the how things were handled this issue of not having enough masks for health care workers and just all that awful situation. Then I started thinking about different situations like what if you're stuck in your house within a abuser? What if you're in a tiny apartment with loads of kidsWhat if you're gonna run out of water? You know it relies an awful lot on the good will of people because really what they were they're asking a lot of us to do which sounds ridiculous