The Libertarian Free Choice to Non Free Free Will

The biblical view of free will is that god first changes the disposition of my heart, which he does by the holy spirit in the work of quickening or regenerration. But i'm not willing to come to jesus. I don't want god to even to be in my thoughts. My desires are constantly wicked. And unless god turns me round, unless he changes the inclination or the disposition ofMy heart left to myself, i will never freely choose christ. Now, when the holy spirit does get hold of me and does convict me of sin and does regenerate my soul, then i am indeed made willing, and i come to christ joyfully, happily and willingly.