Grave: I tried for so many years and dinoon find tegan to se of therapistcause i was trying realy hard to do that. Gabriel: It's like i'm in such a good position, too. Grave: Just have so much present to me, and none of it is here any more. That's what makes me feel weak. And i know it is my fault, because i made it a point to disappear with my presence, because it was making people make fun of me.