The Pain of Suffering Gay Feelings

"I truly felt like, you know, because of how my parents were that I was a level that no one was ever going to accept before this," he says. "There was such a, there was such a gaping hole from ... it didn't really do with my specific fetish and I could have avoided that." He's always been happy when he've told people about his sexual orientation but has had some bad cases as well. 'Some of my closest friends wouldn't be the same if I not expressed that pain that I went through'