How to Overcome Friendship Breakups

In college I was always seen as like super swansville took care of like everything. But then I went to Vietnam with my church friends like gray school friends and they're all like very on top of their shit. And so I remember going to Vietnam they planned everything out to the tee like every minute I and so I was just like backseat cruising on the trip because they had everything planned out. That personality definitely changes yeah that team of individuals I had responsible people and so I'm like I don't need us Yeah, I feel like that's almost how I feel at home is that like I feel like mom and dad should be responsible for me Sometimes I just be you know but you