i accepted a long time ago that, ah, my voice wasn't really a general market voice. You know, it isn't the voice tit's going to sell maybe to forty million people, or something like that. Ah, but my voice was a very nitch voice. And therre people who das need me to write and bring clarity to their own thoughts and ideas, an internal narrative. But i love doing that. So wide awake, even though i thought it had some o most interesting, it has a beautiful process,. My publisher was just trying to find the way to break that barrier, and hey, thought wide awake would be it. It was ironically, my lowest s