Introduction

My mom died this week and I'm just gonna have to deal with some slurping because it keeps me from getting all choked up And you can probably figure out that you know Every now and then I make these cryptic statements about the other stuff going on in my life. This was the biggest of them all My mom was not well for a while Really the last year I've gone I probably haven't gone a month three weeks maybe without thinking, "This is the week my mom dies" It's been a long ride and so I really didn't want I don't want this to be morbid. So if I can't get straightened out I won't do it.