Is Death the Condition for This Realization?

i'm having trouble remembering what i woke up about last night. We're doing a marriage councilling to morrow. There's got to be in my say, everything's a projection of my ind If i don't like it, yer, really, it must not like my own mind. Does aaron also not like her mind? Do we both not like our own minds? Is this some sickness? Is it a fungle creep of materialism? On and on. And so i have that going. This is the main harmony in this rotten song? This is mixed in with jesus, i need to sleep. Got it. I've been through every phase of