The Importance of Surrender in Celibacy

There had been people that in the parish who were like not mean she she was criticized quite a bit in our parish um just for I think it was out of jealousy and envy. She got a lot of criticism so I would hear things there were like informal bets going around of how long I was last to the monastery like it was. If she hadn't I would have eaten crow a bit with themYeah I would have been fine you know her her her vocation would have triumphed over any of that but it still would have heard a bit.