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You Mixed Up Being High With Being Alive
I was trying to kill that part of me that wouldn't let me live right. So as a warning to any one who you know, might feel like they're slightly identifying with my story,. If when you injes drugs an alcohol, you feel more like yourself. The moment i did that, i took this deep breath that i'd always been searching for. I remember this insidious thought coming over me, thinking, well, if this is possible, why would you ever want to feel any other way? And it didn't feel like an asitrip, it didn't feeling like what i imagined. It felt like i dropped into myself. Yes, that's a dangerous revelation to have