Bobby Kennedy's Suicide

Some close to maryland don't report her as being suicidal at all leading up to her death. They say she's planning to travel, she's focused on her work. And of course, there's no suicide note ever found. This group suspects maryland's been murder due to her involvement with the kennedy's and they start questioning the suicide finding. My first dumb thought is, she has so much to live for, and she can have any man she wants. You're just constantly needing this thing: "This is the only person who'll ever love me if they don't want me"