I'm in There. It's Not Clean. There's No Clean Break

I get really... I think I've done like maybe two or three at the same time, but it's usually like... In order for that to work, one person has to be actively putting up a really strong wall where they're not letting me in at all. But usually what happens is I get really hooked on one person and eventually, which turns into a slight obsession. And when it ends, it takes me like a month or two to just get it out of my system. It sucks because I have friends like my best friend, who at one point had like four five partners at thesame time. I wish I could do that.