When you were a baby, you were as you as you are. Taylor who's a christian is changed. Taylor who is this tailor, whis not good at stand up, is changed? You not. So yet, the interesting thing and the thing that we can rest in and feel peaceful in is the only thing that was consistent that whole time. It's my brain is swollen now. There's a relief in going. For saa, that makes sense to me. Yet everything is. I mean, o, it's really tempting to just only talk about spiritual things. But i'm saying that thing that you built, that we go around insisting there's some constance in there