The Nine's Are Oriented Around

I was an eight a lot with that. For me it looks like me being super busy taking on a bunch of demands of other people and trying to create harmony in all these places. And so my own lead singer, my inner voice gets equipped because I have gone into a default mode of trying to creating harmony off the first, you know, my environment for other people. Having a hard time saying no things like this, trying to constantly care take. So whenever I know that I've gone into a block or the self forgetting, always with a sense of being with cracked by my environment instead of being in the drivers see standing in authority with myself.