Douglas mac arthur is a unique figure, but he's weird. I mean, i have a line in the sand, psychologically speaking. Where on the far side of that line, i can't say what you have. Most of us, no normal people, are on this side of the line. The dividing line is people who seriously refer to themselves regularly in the third person. And it's interesting as heck, in his great book, "The Great Mac Arthur," author james scott tries to flesh out the brilliant figure.