Iso Solitude - A Kind of Resting in Presence?

i don't know that true solitude is possible outside of something like where you're excluding yourself from the presence, you know. But there's got to be this ability to to a kind of rest, you know, solitude is as rest, but with someone there. It's nice to think of my religious experiences having that in some way available to it as a goal. Shouldn't i hope one day to do that?