Do You Have Courage to Lose Faith?

i don't want people to be atheists, but if you're going to abandon this thing that you've held to for so long, and lose friendships and whatever else like thats, that'sa rageous thing. i spect anybody who's willing to tell the truth about where they're actually at and what they're actually thinking is why i coy what think. I just mean, like what you were describing, becoming a catholic hack, becoming a protestant hack,. becoming a person who pretends to think and feel and deeply hold things that you don't because it's your job. These are things i never ever wrestle with.