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A lot of my deconstruction started around i studied anthropology and english liture at university. I'd been in that church for 17 years, but again, from like a volunteer every now and then through to being on staff. So because that process was gradual, i kind of got away with it. Being a pastor in church is incredibly lonely. It made me someone who didn't have a very strong community,. Didn't have a lot of people i could be really honest with about how the deconstruction i was going through was impacting me  from an internal perspective. And so you'll use jokes as a way to hide your pain and struggle. You'll joke about moving chairs at three in