The Importance of Whole Heartedness in the Christian Life

There are certain aspects about how scripture, or the broader category of how the christian life is taugt that creates a return to formal operations. And this will sound very judgmental, and i don't know how to say it any better than i think there are a lot of believers who don't into formal operations. Nd, if you have almost a formal structure that limits your ability to see the complexity, the grey, the, in some sense, the almost contradiction of living, death and resurrection, it will not be, in one sense, something you intend to hold. So how can you embody complexity and ambivolence with the intentionality of, may i hold this