The Death of May Martyred

I would love to wear a version of May martyred on my head. I think this is this dissociation thing you have again. You don't even want to watch yourself, a blow up version of your own self. Even May, I think, used the phrase in an earlier episode, am I the meat? Am I the viewer? It really captures what we're talking about right now. We were all essentially having some kind of male breakdown during the filming. And I had tried to persuade everyone for the final episode to take magic mushrooms. So we're all thinking along those lanes.