The Mystery of Life

As you as you get older and you become more self aware, you're actually more mature, but you don't feel more mature. As I'm nearing the second half of life, everything's turning over for me to just the spiritual discipline of acceptance. How do I just accept what is and not roll over and play dead? And so that's why I say nearing the second sabbatical and likely second demotion is profoundly emotionally different. The first one felt like death to self. This next one feels like I'm counting the days. I can't wait. That'll preach. You know what? My whole life just flashed before my eyes. It's marriage, parenting and leadership.