The Ultimate Purpose of Consciousness

The transcendent, or god, is totally beyond time and does not evolve. So the transcendent does not exist in our dime. We can only speak of it in terms ofanalogis so yor gross consciousness becomes part of the one consciousness,. which is the conscions of god. And then god is an evolving being. There are people who tell me that i don't want to reincarnate againi want to come back. It's so hard. Please don't let me come back. But ecause te body dissolves, the body will dissolve. What is your level of consciousness throughout your life, and as you die, that is an important factor in what happens after