I'm Not Sleeping, but I've Never Talked About It With Them.

"It's killing me to think about the fact that they've know thiss, and who knows how much more i fought during the night," says Aversyi. "I feel guilty now that i'm talking on the podcats and not with them", she adds. 'If i wereto like any of my friends, anybody that i love, nobody would care,' writes Aversyi in her next story. "'This is just still so terrible and embarrassing' ... it's almost the fact that i'm not conscious of it that just haunts me."