Body Image - How Does That Trigger Your Behavior?

Every change i made diet wise or exercise wise, was just to change the way i looked. It would go so far that i wouldn't buy clothes that would fit me in my current body. I would only buy clothes for my future body. So i have an entire box of crop tops in my closet, just waiting until my stomach is flat enough and i'm able to fit a size small. Withote month speculation, ive bought them because, in my defence, they're never going to be sold again,. Anyway, obviously i've never worn and that's like hundreds of dollars of clothes.