You're Not Superfluent?

i only started learning the moment i got to japan three years ago. O and a, ye, i just kind of learned mainly from going out drinking and talking to people. But you're still not super, superfluent? No, no, god knows. Is that for lack of trying? Or is it just a really difficult language? Bothttsc, i think if you don't know any other language, it's really confusing. It te n so like people would like, at restaurants and stuff, i can pass me or whatever. And like, any time i could use the word, i be, oh, they like a but they love that,. So i suet