The Incarnational Cycle - A Thought Experiment

i think it's a greek concept, this idea that you leave, that you givewy. Before you come to life, before you wake up into this incarnation, you give yourself these moments where everything is going to change in thats crisis. That's christ. And so it's almost as though it's some point in another dimension you arranged with whatever the thing is that's making this thing happen. Give me daniel johnston in the kitchen. Let me have it there. A little clue. Ye, like memento. Like now i can sort of have have a sensation and say, ok, i recognize this fear even. But then i had not done that yet. I