Is Self Can't Get Out of Self?

If I keep trying to be free as it, I'm bonded to self. Do freedom becomes a bondage of self? You're talking all day about freedom, but that talking is actually reinforcing the bondage because you're trying to befree as a self. So this is where the information or the knowledge has to be given. Is, am I something other than self,. If I am, I can get out of self. That's the hope I have. Just to see it for one second can change everything.