Is There a Growth Phase?

i noticed that when i was strugglig contributen an growing, it was because something was out of whack. The real growth didn't come fror me a in this growth phase where i was learning stuff. It's as i started contributing an started helping other people and starting my business. I literally tade made what i did illegal. And all of a sudden they made it illegal in every country in the world that i wanted to go to,. australia, london, iouo, italy, france, everywhere, america, all over the place. But you have to be able to get yourself to execute those skills. A lot of people can become addicted