The Search for Love From a Father Figure

"With the advent of home internet let me tell you my search for love from a father figure took a whole new sexier turn," he says. "I just can't get over the longing that I have for that love and affection." He writes about his ex-gay therapy regimen 10 years ago, but has since learned there is no God so nothing has changed. 'If it's going to happen it's not going to happen because of me all I can do is seek God to pursue him'