The Difficulty of Editing a Film

I was very depressed, kind of snappy for the first month, as we were like assembling it. But then the post process is so long that I do get, you know, but I separate from the experience of shooting the film,. It takes me a few months to fully separate from those memories. The feelings are so complex when I'm watching, there's a, I'm a force remembering what was happening in those, those days. Did you know that going into it that it was going to be that, that's so difficult? Yeah. Even you said in the beginning, like how, how are we ever going to do this in this amount of days? No, I knew