i ask 30 people out on a date every month and if one of them breaks my heart whole tv shows and movies are ruined this is true but that actually doesn't have been that often a lot of people say yes. i'm pretty excited about it and there's a relief because if this person had been not good uh like i texted kenan tomsen the other day and he didn't reply to me  and now whenever i see ken an tomsen on my youtube i'm like why didn't he reply to me you know sothere's a cost sure there's a cost to be out here sure they're always like we out here but they don't talk about