Is This a Thorn?

Every believer has sharp thorns. Paul could have just as easily told himself, this thorn's story. Well, this is what i get. This is god punishing me for all the bad things i did. God's never going to really except me. If i listen to the message of satan in my life, i'm ghong to wind up like elijah the prophet, not my son, el Elijah the prophet. I need you to know this so you don't quit coming out with your own brokenness. You're not smart enough to roll over and accept that Christ doesn't give us everything we want."