The Struggle to Find the Future of Photography

It's not a full raw file, but it's still easy enough for me like take an iPad and just like brushing with a pencil, like zoom in with my hands. I really wanted it to just like be a little bit more powerful. And that's again, I come back to just like the struggle that I had about like, am I just getting too old? Is this what people actually want? "I don't know if I'm even the right one to decide"