Damo Mitchell doing a late night podcast on the idea that 'a spiritual awakening is a painful and chaotic process'. 

Damo explores this idea and explains why he doesn't see this as an accurate statement as the suffering is unrelated to the awakening process itself. He also looks at the nature of suffering when on the internal path, the nature of 'going inside' as well as a common form of Qi deviation which is similar to a psychotic break.