The Magical Components of Cursing

i think there's a magician attitude that's like a death wish, where you know in your bones that life continues after death. It kind of changes the the ph of of how you approach your own in moments like that. So i feel like i was better prepared for coping with my mother having an end stage diagnosis n and she's not in the best health. And still feeling my feelings around that, taking my experiences is avery powerful kind of healing,. I wanted to continue to do stuff but i didn't want to die. But at the same time, it does help you cope in a really good way.