I got the impression that everyone thought it was my fault or something. That like my terrible MCing set the tone for the whole show. I just felt crushed. Because a lot of them realised that it was a shit set up. They don't realise that you would just come down to the bottom. Paul Choudry didn't die on his ass. I was amazed by the time he got up on stage. He slayed the room. But no one was saying he pointed absolutely every single thing out. The BBC, a bit very big place. They're kind of going, Hey, let's go for a drink in the bar. And they all go down to the bar.