A Man's Testicles Are Stuck in a Tourniquet

Mat is often asking himself why he survived and others didn't. He overhears someone saying, the major, who was in charge of the medical team at the time, tat ok, team, we have to be on or ay. Mat: I just wished i could give him a hug and thank him, like, i'm still here. Think those medics see so much, you know, they ought to see the carnageye, they managed to get mat to a hospital in bagdad.