The Fire Is So Fucking Hot

When I'm sober, it's my like thinking mind that is sad all the time. And when I get drunk, maybe that shuts down. The thing is, if you go above the voice, sort of the fuck that means. He talks about very specifically about alcohol, drugs, whatever it is, because you can quell the voices. That's from his point of view. It's also running away. Substances is like you running away from the ever present now of you being just in the moment that you're in. Yes. Sure. And yet, God damn it makes you happy.