i'm blown away by your wisdom. Oh, i was going to recommend a couple of books. I don't know about i john, just because i don't know. But amts that oneness talk, we were talking about rupert myra. You can watch him on s p i r a on youtube. Maybe i'll email you a clip of his wonderful meditations. He wro book called being aware of being aware. It's just being aware of your awareness. And for jesus tu, the universal christ by richard ror is isama, it's a mu stiritual drawer. As is is a good one. Are you ever read? O