I Love Football, but I Can't Continue Like the Musical

As a teenager, I was like, I love playing footy. I love playing sport, but I could sing. And at the school we went to, you had to choose whether you were in the musical or whether you did sport. One of the main reasons was because of how much I looked up to my brother who was a big sportsman. And I really wanted to identify as a man, a manly man. So I kind of sort of felt like, okay, I want to be this tough guy. And I can't continue like the musical thing that I didn't mind the musical or two at the time either. And I just, and I always felt so conflicted.