What Would You Say to Yourself?

i spent two and a half years on antibatics, including antiboty drips for chronic infections. I looked like i was nine months pegne and i couldn't eat anything. And so what would you say to yourself in that moment? You could just go back and her one minute with yourself,. but what would you saying to do, you know what?  And i i'd hate myself for it. But i think it is, and i've learnt it more and more, is that there are choices in life. It's up to us how we choose to use them.