Tearmana was 11 when she died of syphilis, according to a Tahitian priest. The story had been passed down from generations and kept as a secret. When I arrived in Tahiti, I just couldn't find any trace of her. Everything that I thought I knew disintegrated really. So it was a blank canvas onto which you created your own portrait. You think in the book, she was 11, you make a point of that, her age isn't known. But Gogao at one point says, I know you're not 15, but let's say you are so they don't crucify me on my return. Outside the bounds.
What to do with the art of monstrous men? That’s the question Claire Dederer grapples with in Monsters: A Fan’s Dilemma. She wonders whether she can or should continue to love the work of Roman Polanski and Michael Jackson, Hemingway and Picasso? And if it’s possible to divorce the art from the artist.
How do we now view the glorious, technicolour paintings of Paul Gauguin’s works from Tahiti? The writer Devika Ponnambalam has imagined the life of one of his muses Teha’amana in her latest novel, I Am Not Your Eve. Gauguin was 43 when he first arrived on the island in 1891 and made numerous teenage girls his ‘unofficial wives’.
The science writer Michael Bond is interested in the psychology behind fandom. In his book Fans he looks at the pleasure of tribalism and sense of belonging, but also what happens when one’s hero falls short, and the cognitive dissonance needed to continue to stay true to a monstrous genius.
Producer: Katy Hickman