In the making of things there's a real distinct difference between something moving through you which tends to feel much easier and the work feels more relaxed. Something being created by you sort of more cerebrally which always tends to me to feel more tortured at least in my case. Also how much time has passed that you have no notion of having passed feels like five minutes and it's three hours sometimes when I'm doing my research I look up and I can't even believe that several hours have passed since I started because I was just so intrigued by what I was doing but I do relish the times that I get to just have a ball of clay in front of me and say wars is going