The Enneagrams - I'm Social Last

When it got bigger, when it got to the bigger circles for me, it was just, oh, man, I'm social last. The circle of eight where it was still very intimate in a way, because I was barely very aware of everyone in the circle. And so it felt like I have seven eyes watching me and I'm very aware of who these people are. It's just sort of this unspecific crowd energy, which is really easy for me to detach from. So I was more uncomfortable with like eight people, almost like I had to be like, accountable to them in some sort of way,.