"I don't think I really knew what was going on. Is it when I was there? I really don't," he says of his time in therapy. "You experience this thing that you love, but then you realize that the thing that youLove is not what it was." The showbiz career condensed into nine years and all of that value and identity were yanked out of him or her by SNL's ruthless editing. He had a brief stint as an adult before returning to being 15 again for 10 years.