i feel like it's a very relatable feeling that when you are in pain and your talking to the person who you think is causing that pain, or could fix it both. Usually you cannot bear to not tell them that you're in pain. It's like a break up. That's why o ons, you don't call them. Don't call tem don't tex him. Like someone needs to incubate you and say, tell me and tell me. When i was wounded by somebody i in it's like, it feels like so unbearable to allow them to go about their life without knowing that they that i am hurting because of them.