Is That a Status Thing?

i was trying to think, is that just a lack of self awareness on my own part, and orsom you become enlightened? Or am i actually adlice? I've made a really serious effort to unwire the like, competition, compare myself to other people thing. But again, maybe it'ss like lack of self. I dont now, do you ever get pangs of envy fo what other people are doing? Don't i get pangsof envy?  I think i used to. At university, i think iused to use to be envious if, like,people who were killing it at whatever game they were playing. And so for you to